An Entrepreneurial Spirit

It all started with an 11-year-old wanting a Wii. "Not a chance," I said. And so...it started with a desire, mixed with a passion, and then the decision to meet the challenge. Part of me wanted to give her what she wanted (something I never had) but something stopped me. I remembered that not getting everything I wanted gave me the desire to work hard.

True, she didn't go after a job; she took the opportunity that was presented. The opportunity came because of her passion for animals. It didn't hurt that her timing was impeccable. She simply stated what she wanted and something came along. Things like this give me hope: hope for new beginnings and hope that people still take a chance on others.

Lack and a Matter of Perspective

How often do I hear from those who have money and lack free time to those who enjoy lots of free time and lack money? Where do I fit in? I move and cross the lines frequently--often seeing a combination of states. The funny thing? Wherever I sit, I yearn to be on the other side. I've noticed this becoming a problem for me: the irritation, and the desperation, the longing. How do I just become content with being where I am? How do I find a balance? I've tried meditation, gurus, books, and counselling. I don't think one answer exists for all people. Maybe we aren't meant to be static; maybe moving between these different possibilities and the struggle is what matters. Perhaps, I just need to be fine on occasion wherever I am and stop trying to change everything. I think if I can do this for one hour per day, I am doing well.